Another beautiful day..

Well, things are getting out of hand. I’m at the point where I can’t contain my happiness. This guy that I’m madly in love with is really the man of my dreams. Mr. Perfect. Everything he says is perfect. Everything he does is magic and every moment when I’m with him feels like heaven. He is the reason for my being. My oxygen, why am I kept on blabbing about this, well we had a great weekend. The greatest I might add. Last Sunday he waited for me and then we watched Grey's Anatomy. Which happen to be my super favorite TV series of all time.  Then on our way home, he said he was hungry and we decided to eat. We ate at Causeway; it’s a Chinese restaurant which happens to serve the most delicious dimsums. We ate about 8 different kinds of dimsums. Most of the time, we just had a good laugh, and sharing stories. He said that he misses hanging out with me just like old times. We used to hang out at Chowking until the crack of dawn. We tell each other funny stories, telling each other about our past and many other things. And my most unforgettable moment with him is that when he said 7 things that really made my heart melt, 7. He said that even if I didn’t change (before I was so loud and somewhat can be classified as a cross-dresser but then I changed) we will still be good friends, 6. He said that I’m his closest gay friend. 5 He said that I am likable. 4. He said he was happy when I’m with him. 3. I make him laugh, and we can talk about anything 2. He said I was way better that someone else he knows and lastly. I was the one that changed his perspective to gays.  Isn’t that the sweetest? We ate frequently at Binalot, had coffee, so we pretty much hang out a lot. We really are good friends at first. To tell you honestly we came a long way. I met him at work and I had the hugest crush on him. I even sit at the back because it is where he sat, just to have a moment with him, to talk to him, and then our group got mixed up.  I remember that there was this time when the rain poured really hard, and then he was left in the place where we ate and I asked for umbrella at the guard and I fetch him, and u know as they say the rest is history . He was like embracing me, his hands where wrapped on my shoulder cause the umbrella was not that big, and that made my face turn red. But then I got close with someone else from our team, so all my feelings for him went away. I even got to a point that I started hating him. But destiny really is unpredictable and can be playful. We became partners for a long time, and that’s the time when my feelings for him sprouted again. So there, we even got a chance to be sent to one of our off site offices. Well I’ll tell u guys more about that some other time.

Till next post..

XOXO
Kyl♥

Beautiful days..

Well here I am again, after all the ignoring and building a wall to the one that I love, I finally got over it. I told to myself with the help of my friends (the two lovebirds who happen to be in a problematic situation too) that I should be back in the game. I should try to win him back again. So I decided to be back to my normal self. The old joyous, fun-loving, outrageous and the always teasing me and it really helped. I started to throw a punch line here and there, and we were back to the way things are as if nothing happened. I can say that I am really back in the game.  Back in his life, I hope we continue this way. By the way, today is his birthday. So I will go to his place and celebrate it with him. He talked to my surrogate father (a friend’s father who treated me as one of his own,) and he told him what he truly feels for me. Nice move right? Well, I got to admit he is truly genuine, but I don’t feel the same..  Now, I couldn’t help but wonder, When you finally get something you really wanted was that enough? When can we be satisfied?..

Till next post..
XOXO
Kyl♥
 

A beautiful day to save lives...

I am working as medical transcription supervisor but i finished BS nursing. I am currently in my job for about a year now, but i have extracurricular activities such as working as a private duty nurse for Mr. Ramos. I have known this man via my aunt. This man and so his family was taken care by my aunt when she was here in the country. Now, she is in the US so she endorsed me to take care of Mr. Ramos a stroke patient. I really enjoyed taking care of this man. He is so sweet, vulnerable and innocent. I frequently told him about my life, my love life and everything about me which he happen to enjoy listening. He lives in Alta Vista an exclusive subdivision in Katipunan and his house is as big as a hacienda with 3 different houses. He has one son and a daughter and mind you, his son looks like a god, an angel in disguise a very handsome man. In normal days, i only helped him in his daily activities and grooming because his half body was paralized. Bed bath, bed shampoo, diaper changing, and so on..Just recently almost same time as the big storm struck us, he had a seizure attack. He was rushed to St. Lukes and his diagnosis was he has a tumor in the parietal lobe. So it needed to be excised. i was called for he asked me to. I rushed in to the hospital luckily for me i dont have a work so i got a chance to go there. To my luck,, my patient insisted that i should be in the operating room with him or he will not undergo the operation. Luckily i am graduate of trinity college st. lukes college of nursing so they let me in. I felt so excited by the fact that i have a chance to assist in an advanced operation which is lobectomy of the brain. As i entered i was filled with euphoria. All the duty days of being a nurse suddenly strucked me. I felt the excitement, a sudden gush of adrenaline pumping into my blood. As the operation went by i began to think, " what have i been doing all this time working in a boring office setting editing files, when i can be at the hospital saving lives. Saving lives is really great feeling. I felt elated. Its noble. Its hardcore. So i say to my self i will pursue my nursing career. Some other doctors even take nursing due to economical reasons. So why not practice?...