It’s been a while since I wrote here
on blogger. I kind of lost my account and forgot my password, go figure. So
what happened to me in the past few months of hibernation? Well for starters,
I’m in a state where my career is taking off. The past months have been very
good to me. I am finally on my way in establishing my first business venture, a
computer cafe. I bought a 112 sq. m 2-unit commercial condo at Marquinton. It
was located in Marikina just beside Blue Wave Mall. At first I was planning to
establish a coffee shop but I can’t afford it. So I ventured into a computer
shop with snacks on the side. I am initially putting in 10 pieces of computers
and planning on serving coffee, pastries, cakes and snacks. I was practicing my
baking skills and picked out the flavours of the coffee that I will be serving.
I wanted it to add my personal touch. All pastries and cakes are my own recipes
and the coffee flavours were specially brewed and came from Baguio. I also got
myself a new phone. I am currently using N91 which I totally adore. I was
recently promoted from work. I am now an Accounts Manager. I handle a total of
3 accounts. So I guess my career is off to a pretty good start this year.
Well, about love, still in love with
same guy of course. Actually it’s been a long time. We had a long history. We were
together last Christmas. He spent the holidays at my place, and then on New Year’s
Eve we dine out. Then there goes the usual dates. The most recent one was at Taco Bell, Food
Court in Gateway and played at Timezone.
Unfortunately something happened to
the point where in it totally shook the core of our relationship. I believe it’s because one of our close
friend and him got in to a fight, and then he slowly started to slip away. He found his own circle of friends to the
point that I felt I was being pushed away. It’s as if I didn’t exist anymore. I
felt like my whole world fell apart. He was suddenly gone. I felt so broken. I
got mad at him, as in totally pissed off. I didn’t talk to him for like three
whole months. Whenever he tries to talk to me, I am always being a snob. I reached a point where I felt like resigning
from work, I was not happy anymore. I felt so alone.
One time, he did something so sweet
that makes my heart melt. He gave me Solo B at Kenny Rogers with my favorite
side dishes, potato and cheese with garlic and corn and mushroom. At that time I was watching Grey’s Anatomy. I
was at the scene where Meredith and Derek fought and Meredith's mother was
admitted to the hospital and the news of her mother having Alzheimer’s broke
out. It was the time wherein Meredith was so broken, she ran off outside the
hospital and cried. Derek saw her and followed. She said to him, “I am
exhausted, my work, my mother and especially you. I was exhausted of hating
you. I don’t want to do that anymore and he kissed him.” That made me realize
how exhausted I am of hating him. So I said the same lines with a little twist.
I said to him "I am so exhausted, exhausted of my job, overtime for 16
hours, but the most exhausting part is hating you. I don’t want to do it anymore. I am sorry.”
He said to me, he too was hurt. It’s
just that he didn’t let it get to him, and then we made up. We even got our
first date after 4 months. We ate at BM's and had dinner. We had a very nice
conversation, tried to catch up, and that was the most thrilling part. I really
missed him, and now we are good, I might say back to normal. I learn not to
have too many expectations, deep inside of me I still love him, but I only
wanted for us to stay good friends and then just come what may, I think its way
better.
And now I couldn’t help but wonder, despite
all the things that has been said and done, how do we manage to
forgive and forget? Is it too blinding if you love the person so much?
Till next post.
XOXO
Kyl♥
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Green Rose..
I named it Green Rose as I am wearing my most fave sweater of all time. I bought it from HK. Actually I saw a famous filipina model/tv star wearing the identical sweater in one of her print ads. My pants were a regular skinny jeans I just added flare into it by adding Rose applique.
Shoes of course were my creation. Alligator skin leather. here is a closer look:
Jaded
Jaded..
I named this look jaded not because i feel jaded but because most of my colors are in the shades of green. I am wearing a tee that said Kill Hip Hop. I have nothing against hip hop, don't get me wrong, I just find it humorous.
I bought the jacket from OshKosh Bgosh. When I first saw this, my eyes were immediately drawn to it due to the vibrant colors it consists. The cut of this is short more of a bolero-type which I also love.
My pants were from Thailand. I just love the tiny detailing of the stitches in the front and back. The color was out of this world too.
My shoes are my signature. This is my own creation. A yellow top-sider. Here is the draft and finish product:
I named this look jaded not because i feel jaded but because most of my colors are in the shades of green. I am wearing a tee that said Kill Hip Hop. I have nothing against hip hop, don't get me wrong, I just find it humorous.
I bought the jacket from OshKosh Bgosh. When I first saw this, my eyes were immediately drawn to it due to the vibrant colors it consists. The cut of this is short more of a bolero-type which I also love.
My pants were from Thailand. I just love the tiny detailing of the stitches in the front and back. The color was out of this world too.
My shoes are my signature. This is my own creation. A yellow top-sider. Here is the draft and finish product:
Silk and Star
Silk and Star..
I called this silk and star for two obvious reasons. Silk because i have created a raincoat out of silk fabric. It has been raining for the past weeks and I was inspired to create a raincoat-inspired outerwear but made it more current and fashion forward. I have put a string in the waist area and neck so it can be tightened up.
Star because of the watch i bought for a cheap price. I just find this watch super cute. Here is a picture for a close up look:
For my accessories. i have a created a ring from my old necklace. I have used the square pendant from my old necklace to create a ring, charm bracelet using different stones. My necklaces were a vintage silver choker and a rosary of music. Here is a close-up look:
For my shoes, I bought it from MdB. It is made out of denim which i love. I am trying to add this style on my collection of shoes that i am making. I am still studying how to create a pattern of this without me tearing this apart. This will be coming soon! Here is a close up look:
For my accessories. i have a created a ring from my old necklace. I have used the square pendant from my old necklace to create a ring, charm bracelet using different stones. My necklaces were a vintage silver choker and a rosary of music. Here is a close-up look:
For my shoes, I bought it from MdB. It is made out of denim which i love. I am trying to add this style on my collection of shoes that i am making. I am still studying how to create a pattern of this without me tearing this apart. This will be coming soon! Here is a close up look:
Beigeful
Beigeful.
I just invented a word for this look(lol). The name I concocted for this is pretty self-explanatory. All the colors in this look are in the family of beige and neutrals.
For the top it is a regular beige polo shirt from Lacoste. I had this way back when I was on college. It just proves that i have lost a lot of weight. ^_^ I bought the jacket from HK. A faux leather jacket with D&G logo. I love the zipper detailing on the front and the color is a dark shade of gray. For close up look:
My accessories are featured on the picture as well. An oriental styled neck piece which I bought for just a reasonable price. For my watch, it is another piece I bought from HK. They have great formal watch collection for a cheap price.
For my pants this is the remainder of the fabric i used for my Burberry Madness look in LB. I made pants out of it. The fit is very fitted however this is the type of fabric where it is stretch and at the same time very breathable.
Hope you like it. Please hype my looks to in Lookbook. Just click the hype button and you will be directed to the site.
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My accessories are featured on the picture as well. An oriental styled neck piece which I bought for just a reasonable price. For my watch, it is another piece I bought from HK. They have great formal watch collection for a cheap price.
For my pants this is the remainder of the fabric i used for my Burberry Madness look in LB. I made pants out of it. The fit is very fitted however this is the type of fabric where it is stretch and at the same time very breathable.
Hope you like it. Please hype my looks to in Lookbook. Just click the hype button and you will be directed to the site.
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Victorian and Leather
Victorian and Leather..
This look was completely done by me.. Victorian style top, It is made out of Dark green and light green jersey. I used draping method and pleading technique for the small folds and applied ruffles and pearl buttons to create the victorian look:
Here is a close-up look:
My pants were created out of black leatherette, the front part was stitched to give an embossed look, zipper on the sides so it can be stretched and black cotton fabric at the back for comfort since wearing leather on skin is very uncomfortable:
Lastly Shoes were made out of blue green snake skin leather and added 2-1/2 inches heels my new design for shoes..
My pants were created out of black leatherette, the front part was stitched to give an embossed look, zipper on the sides so it can be stretched and black cotton fabric at the back for comfort since wearing leather on skin is very uncomfortable:
Lastly Shoes were made out of blue green snake skin leather and added 2-1/2 inches heels my new design for shoes..
Kurtified..
I call this look Kurtified..
This is very Kurt Hummel look from Glee.
I was watching Glee Season 3 again and I was suddenly inspired to pay tribute to Kurt, a well-known gay character in television today.
I was so in love with this Boots from Timberland. I bought it online and was a very good find. It is a rare Timberland design with Silver splatter on the side. Here it is for a closer look:
Victorian Obsession
I have been quite obsessed with Victorian-style nowadays. I have been creating Victorian-styled blouses and practicing my pleading skills for three looks now. For the top, I have added a Victorian-styled white neck area blouse to my simple brown cardigan. I also created the cross necklace, it is made out of clear Swarovski and pearl beads with the big cross. I have included it on the necklace not as a pendant but continued part of the necklace itself. Here is the close-up look:
For my pants,it is black leather pants from Oxygen.
For my shoes: Courtesy of YRYS, black shoes with brown alligator skin. Here is the pic for close-up look:
For my pants,it is black leather pants from Oxygen.
For my shoes: Courtesy of YRYS, black shoes with brown alligator skin. Here is the pic for close-up look:
Colors...
Colors..
For my look today.. I named it Colors because of the Jacket I have created for this look. This is a rainbow colored striped blazer. I put it on top of a simple black v neck shirt and white pants.
For my shoes, I bought it from a thrift store. When I saw the that glittering shoes from the stand, I couldn't help myself but to buy it. Another good thing about this is the dwarf style at the back and the grip of the out sole. Here is a close up look:
Chinese Inspired..
It's been a while since i have posted here in LB. I have been busy with things. I have been to HK to attend the Fashion Access Fashion show and shoes and leather convention as you know I specialize in shoes.
For my look: I named it Chinese inspired cause this top was Chinese-inspired, I also have my snake bracelet to boot, to have a closer look of the stitching and design here it is:
The pants is my creation. It has blue and brown stripe at the back and plain brown at the front. Shoes are my own creation too. Fashion statements and khaki and light brown animal skin leather:
Here is the draft when i just finished sewing the leathers:
Here is a close-up look when i put it on its form.
and the finish product..
The pants is my creation. It has blue and brown stripe at the back and plain brown at the front. Shoes are my own creation too. Fashion statements and khaki and light brown animal skin leather:
Here is the draft when i just finished sewing the leathers:
Here is a close-up look when i put it on its form.
and the finish product..
Chief Justice Blair..
This next look was inspired by Blair Waldorf from GG and the newly appointed, first female chief justice in the Philippines.
I created the top with those two powerful women in mind. I used silk for me to easily manipulate the folding and draping in the shoulder area.
The pants are from faux leather material, very figure shaping with specs of gold.
The shoes of course was created by me again and here is the draft of it when I just finished sewing the form.
Here is the finished product: Khaki Alligator skin Dress shoes.
Here is the finished product: Khaki Alligator skin Dress shoes.
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