Shizophonic

It's been a while since i posted a look here as i have busy with lots of stuff and and I wanna start again and return with a BANG. Schizophonic - From root word schizo (split) and phone (voice/sound). I have entitled it schizophonic because I have performed on our x-mas party using my two voices. My natural male voice and my falsetto (female voice). I have attempted to have a duet with myself and had the courage to be Mariah Carey and Boys II Men. Aside from fashion, my second passion is singing. I am a frustrated singer. If you want to view the full video just click this link: youtube.com/watch?v=_Gvu7FPj-oY Enough about the sound. Let's talk about fashion. I have created this two-piece outfit or shall i say four-piece using my old clothes. Well to start of, my male outfit was made from my old black pants, gray and white and black checkered vest. For the female look, i have created this silver semi see-through long sleeves and bedazzled with sequins to somewhat cover the breast area and ribbons. I have created a mini layered black skirt and gray fur. Black stilettos and black boots for my shoes. Hope you guys liked it!

Grecian

Leopards and Chains

Sequined.,

Sunday, September 24, 2006

a new guy has come..


Well the title was ryt,,i do have a boyfriend and to tell you honestly this is a guy that i dont know anything much about. It happenned really fast. By the way its been a while since i wrote here,, but here is my story. Our workmates and i decided to eat in this dampa thing in marikina.. that was last september 15. We really had a great time, we ate lots of delicious foods,, but i wont be telling you much story about that eating thing,, so when i was checking my mobile phone for messages, there it was a message from my friend telling me to go to their party at dela pena.,, i did not hesitate cause its been a while since i have alcohol so i went. I hailed a taxi and went there. A couple of minutes i was on my way to videoke stand and singing. Well this friend of mine is really special. I was really close to her whole family, i even spend christmas and some summer vacations together with them. (by the way back to the story) After loud singing which i mostly used man's voice and then after drinking this "Shakers" which happened to be my all time favorite drink,(its alcohol BTW) i heard someone sing, a very deep and masculine voice,,i teased him a bit, by telling " mhal na kita,, and nababading ako sau,, which at those times i was really masculine, with all those beard and masculine voice. He was shocked and when he sang hangang kailan by orange and lemons and alipin by shamrock, i sing with him,, using my female voice,, which shocked him a bit more,, maybe he was thinking, "my god this guy is really gay,," or whatever for that matter. So moving on with the story, my friend who happen to invite me in the party asked me to smoke with her in the most sulok place we could ever find,, and luckily, this guy saw us,, and make his frequent rounds to check up on me.. (as i was told later the evening) hehehe,, and then when i noticed that he was eyeing me.. i made my friend go away thinking he will come closer,, and just to my luck he just did.. and after an hour and half of getting to know each other,, his friend came and invited us to join them again for a couple rounds of beer, and then.. we were sitting next to each other,,and then its way past 1 o' clock,, i decided to go home, and to my shock, he offered to accompany me,, i was shocked but to drunk to argue, and then as we were walking,, he stopped and said the most sweet words that i ever heard in my entire day, (or i think i just made an understatement) let it my entire 21 years of life,, here it goes,, "____(thats my name on it) this may sound absurd, but i think i like you,,," and me,, i was so shocked,, standing next to me is a cute with the nicest voice in the planet guy, telling me that he likes me,, my god,, that was something,, and i answered back with coolness " wat made you like me?" he said,., ur eyes is nice,, which i answered back that it was fake, and im so makulit daw, and i am a good conversationalist and many other things that make my heart melt..and feeling that i would have a good and decent sex after it, i said,,oh,, "i like you too,." and then he asked me "what now?" i said, "u want to go to my place?" and then, the most exciting happen,, of cors we did that adrenaline, estrogen (if there is) and testosterone pumping actions,

and after which we talked more,, and i told him that i love someone else. u know the guy that i always ryt here. The reason for my being, my oxygen, and my everything. He said to me "u know wat kyl u dont deserve someone that cant give back all the love that you have shown,, why dont u try me?" my god, another ass moving sentence, and i answered back,, "ok lets." and then after another round of steamy sex, he went home. I thought it was just like that. one night stand, which happened to be my not-so-me thing. I hadnt slept that time cause i was thinking about what he just said, the words try him and he likes me. it was 5 am already and i had a work to attend to at 9 am, so i got no chance to went to sleep so at around 8:30 am, i got an unexpected text message it was him. he said that he was not drank and he meant wat he said,, and asked me if i can fetch me at work,, and then the rest was history,, But u know what,, i dont feel anything about him,, its all lust,, but i felt bad, that i think he really liked me,, but i cant give anything on him in return,, hay,, my bad my bad.

Friday, September 01, 2006

love is..


In real life, love has to be possible. Even if it is not returned, love only survives when hope exists that you will win over the person you desire.

A friend of me shared this quotation from her favorite book, and i instantly got caught with it. Why? cause its directly related to my situation.

There is this guy im head over heels with. He is sweet, very caring, and so irresistibly kind. A very nice guy image. He first caught my attention way back when we started our production. But my attention has got hooked to another person, so i forgot all about him. But destiny really is playful. i even get mad at him, at hated him so much and yet we started to become partners, and grew closer together. As time passes by, we begin to get closer and closer until i suddenly felt this feeling inside of me that i cant contain anymore. We have a lot of nice memories together. I mean really a lot. But honestly i know we can only be just friends and u may or may not believe it but i also wanted us to stay as friends. Cause for me, friendship is really much more important to me. That is why i dont bother to tell my deepest emotions for him cause i really feared that our friendship may put into jeopardy. But this past few weeks i have this feeling that he was ignoring me, he suddenly became aloof, i even asked him if i had done anything wrong, i even tell im sorry if ever i had done anything against him, but he just answered nothing he said i didn't do anything against him. But u know what? his actions tells otherwise. I am wondering if ever he already knows what i felt for him, or maybe im just paranoid. Why do i say this, cause we used to tell each other everything, maybe not everything, but he always shared his thoughts, or anything, but suddenly he stopped that. Im so bothered, we sitted next to each other and yet we seldom talked to each other. Some of my friends tells me, maybe i was the one who is changed, why not i start a conversation, maybe my feelings are containing me, maybe i needed to suppressed it, maybe what i needed is control, But what am i trying to say here is, even if he already knows, cant he just jeopardize our friendship because of that. Loving is not ur fault. It just sprouts in you, without even noticing it and without intentioning it. Y is loving seems so complicated. Is it a crime? i thought it was the greatest thing and what matter most in this world? Im not asking in return, what i want is his friendship, nothing more, nothing less. It is unfair to me to jeopardize our friendship because of that.. Why is loving is always so damn hard difficult. It is a feeling of perpetual bliss, falling in a deep and dark abyss.

Green Rose..



I named it Green Rose as I am wearing my most fave sweater of all time. I bought it from HK. Actually I saw a famous filipina model/tv star wearing the identical sweater in one of her print ads. My pants were a regular skinny jeans I just added flare into it by adding Rose applique.

Shoes of course were my creation. Alligator skin leather. here is a closer look:

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Argyle Meets Leopard

Jaded

Jaded..


I named this look jaded not because i feel jaded but because most of my colors are in the shades of green. I am wearing a tee that said Kill Hip Hop. I have nothing against hip hop, don't get me wrong, I just find it humorous.

I bought the jacket from OshKosh Bgosh. When I first saw this, my eyes were immediately drawn to it due to the vibrant colors it consists. The cut of this is short more of a bolero-type which I also love.

My pants were from Thailand. I just love the tiny detailing of the stitches in the front and back. The color was out of this world too.

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My shoes are my signature. This is my own creation. A yellow top-sider. Here is the draft and finish product:

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All About Denim

Classic Vintage

Silk and Star

Silk and Star.. I called this silk and star for two obvious reasons. Silk because i have created a raincoat out of silk fabric. It has been raining for the past weeks and I was inspired to create a raincoat-inspired outerwear but made it more current and fashion forward. I have put a string in the waist area and neck so it can be tightened up. Star because of the watch i bought for a cheap price. I just find this watch super cute. Here is a picture for a close up look: Image and video hosting by TinyPic For my accessories. i have a created a ring from my old necklace. I have used the square pendant from my old necklace to create a ring, charm bracelet using different stones. My necklaces were a vintage silver choker and a rosary of music. Here is a close-up look: Image and video hosting by TinyPic For my shoes, I bought it from MdB. It is made out of denim which i love. I am trying to add this style on my collection of shoes that i am making. I am still studying how to create a pattern of this without me tearing this apart. This will be coming soon! Here is a close up look: Image and video hosting by TinyPic

Beigeful

Beigeful. I just invented a word for this look(lol). The name I concocted for this is pretty self-explanatory. All the colors in this look are in the family of beige and neutrals.
For the top it is a regular beige polo shirt from Lacoste. I had this way back when I was on college. It just proves that i have lost a lot of weight. ^_^ I bought the jacket from HK. A faux leather jacket with D&G logo. I love the zipper detailing on the front and the color is a dark shade of gray. For close up look: Image and video hosting by TinyPic My accessories are featured on the picture as well. An oriental styled neck piece which I bought for just a reasonable price. For my watch, it is another piece I bought from HK. They have great formal watch collection for a cheap price. For my pants this is the remainder of the fabric i used for my Burberry Madness look in LB. I made pants out of it. The fit is very fitted however this is the type of fabric where it is stretch and at the same time very breathable. Hope you like it. Please hype my looks to in Lookbook. Just click the hype button and you will be directed to the site. ♥_♥

Victorian and Leather

Victorian and Leather.. This look was completely done by me.. Victorian style top, It is made out of Dark green and light green jersey. I used draping method and pleading technique for the small folds and applied ruffles and pearl buttons to create the victorian look: Here is a close-up look: Image and video hosting by TinyPic My pants were created out of black leatherette, the front part was stitched to give an embossed look, zipper on the sides so it can be stretched and black cotton fabric at the back for comfort since wearing leather on skin is very uncomfortable: Image and video hosting by TinyPic Lastly Shoes were made out of blue green snake skin leather and added 2-1/2 inches heels my new design for shoes.. Image and video hosting by TinyPic

Kurtified..

I call this look Kurtified.. This is very Kurt Hummel look from Glee. I was watching Glee Season 3 again and I was suddenly inspired to pay tribute to Kurt, a well-known gay character in television today. I was so in love with this Boots from Timberland. I bought it online and was a very good find. It is a rare Timberland design with Silver splatter on the side. Here it is for a closer look: Image and video hosting by TinyPic

Victorian Obsession

I have been quite obsessed with Victorian-style nowadays. I have been creating Victorian-styled blouses and practicing my pleading skills for three looks now. For the top, I have added a Victorian-styled white neck area blouse to my simple brown cardigan. I also created the cross necklace, it is made out of clear Swarovski and pearl beads with the big cross. I have included it on the necklace not as a pendant but continued part of the necklace itself. Here is the close-up look: Image and video hosting by TinyPic For my pants,it is black leather pants from Oxygen. For my shoes: Courtesy of YRYS, black shoes with brown alligator skin. Here is the pic for close-up look: Image and video hosting by TinyPic

Colorful take on Rainy Day

A colorful take on a rainy day... Skin-Feel Polo, Dirty-white Skinny jeans, Swatch Watch, Yellow Army Jacket, Tear-drop diamond necklace, and yellow-top-sider my own creation..

Going VIntage

Going Vintage: Top is a vintage polo shirt, Blue washed-out fitted pants, Gray Rope Bracelet, Black Beads Bracelet, Heart Necklace, Gold Tiger Skin 4 inches Platform Shoes (my own creation).

Colors...

Colors.. For my look today.. I named it Colors because of the Jacket I have created for this look. This is a rainbow colored striped blazer. I put it on top of a simple black v neck shirt and white pants. For my shoes, I bought it from a thrift store. When I saw the that glittering shoes from the stand, I couldn't help myself but to buy it. Another good thing about this is the dwarf style at the back and the grip of the out sole. Here is a close up look: Image and video hosting by TinyPic

No Smoking Sign..

I called this no smoking sign as I was literally standing to it. I have been trying to quit smoking for quite sometime now. I stopped for a year maybe to let my lungs regenerate and unfortunately I got hooked again. For my look: Top: I am wearing a purple, gray, and black striped polo shirt from BUM Equipment. Pants: Gray butterfly pants. I named it butterfly pants as the effect of the button down on the pockets made it look like butterfly. Shoes: This is from Converse. Mixture of Black and white checkered and black cloth materials. Accessories: I have made most of my accessories here except for the suspenders which is bought from Divisoria. A famous cheap shopping market in the PH.

Chinese Inspired..

It's been a while since i have posted here in LB. I have been busy with things. I have been to HK to attend the Fashion Access Fashion show and shoes and leather convention as you know I specialize in shoes. For my look: I named it Chinese inspired cause this top was Chinese-inspired, I also have my snake bracelet to boot, to have a closer look of the stitching and design here it is: Image and video hosting by TinyPic The pants is my creation. It has blue and brown stripe at the back and plain brown at the front. Shoes are my own creation too. Fashion statements and khaki and light brown animal skin leather: Here is the draft when i just finished sewing the leathers: Image and video hosting by TinyPic Here is a close-up look when i put it on its form. Image and video hosting by TinyPic and the finish product.. Image and video hosting by TinyPic

Pistachio..

Army/coat inspired jacket in moss green, Lacoste Pistachio-colored polo-shirt (small yes small! haha), Fitted pants with white and blue detailing, Gold leather and green fur bag, Yellow topsider shoes by Kyl's. ♥♥♥

Chief Justice Blair..

This next look was inspired by Blair Waldorf from GG and the newly appointed, first female chief justice in the Philippines. I created the top with those two powerful women in mind. I used silk for me to easily manipulate the folding and draping in the shoulder area. The pants are from faux leather material, very figure shaping with specs of gold. The shoes of course was created by me again and here is the draft of it when I just finished sewing the form. Image and video hosting by TinyPic Here is the finished product: Khaki Alligator skin Dress shoes. Image and video hosting by TinyPic

A Day At Work..

A Day at Work. Psychedelic shirt, square pants by ensembles, bag with sequins handstiched by me ( don't i love sequins?) and MdB shoes.. I so love this look.. A little out there but who cares? Fashion is an expression..

Black and Silver

Burberry Madness

Burberry Madness. Top i created from my old ordinary brown long sleeves which i added Burberry fabrics, white fitted pants, and Black shoes with dark brown alligator skin as embellishment.

A Take on Army Look

Army Look.. This is my take on army look. Green, Yellow, and light blue checkered polo, silver rosary cross removed and changed with diamond pendant, swatch watch, army pants which i changed i added stretch cotton at the bottom (my own creation) and alligator skin green leather top-sider (my own creation).

Going Retro..

Going on Retro.. Black v-neck shirt, striped gray high-waisted pants with Gold detailing, smoky gray D&G jacket, black ankle boots, note rosary, gray rope bracelet and gray suspenders.

Rainy Day On Manila

Rainy day on Manila.. Violet knitwear with blue checkered hood, Blue and White stripes short and Purple high-cut converse shoes.

Hand-Painted Graphics..

This is a graphic hand-painted shirt.. Well we all can read what is hand painted on this shirt right? hahaha.. Well just trying to be playful.. My pants is a jogging pants inspired pants made out of leatherette material with a lot of stitches. As for the shoes, I thought i had lost this pair of sneakers from Levi's, but luckily it was just sitting on a box at the bottom of unused shoes.

Fierce Inspector

I can say this look is one of my looks that I created almost everything.. Almost.. White vneck shirt, gray suspenders, Blue and White pants which i have created, Silver Coat I have created out of Umbrella fabric as a material. It is rainy season here in the Philippines so I need some sort of a waterproof coat., haha and of course the blue suede shoes which i have created with 3 inches platform.

Bronzified..

BRONZIFIED: Glittering jacket top, black sleeveless with glitter design, black and white three fourth pants, bronze shoes (my own creation).

Color Me Bold..

Rainbow-colored polo shirt from RL, jeans-sleeveless with Fur jacket, Blue jeans from Bench, White shoes RUSTY, crystal stones bracelet, red belt, red bag with brown detailing from Via Venetto.

Bedazzled

Bedazzled.. Gray cotton long sleeve shirt i added a blue and white collar, silver fitted pants and regular converse shoes which I bedazzled with silver sequins.. brown leather scraps bag, and rosary necklace..

All Patched Up..

All Patched Up.. Black Army Jacket, Kill Hip Hop Tees, All patched up maong pants (my own creation), pink low cut pink converse.

Romance Meets Goth..

Romance meet Goth..Black draped vneck shirt my own creation, heart accesory, stretch pants with rose embroidery, and red espadrilles shoes with my favorite embelishment sequins (of course)! ♥♥♥ Again Photography by Jed editing by me

Think Pink

Think Pink! Poloshirt made out of three different fabrics and shades of pink: plain pink, argyle blue and pink and blue green with pink stitches, pink pants, mail bag with dove and light purple chucks with blue star laces! Thanks sis for your patience and for making me FIERCE

One Enchanting Night

Recycled Yellow..

Sports Style Jacket made out of my old bed sheet and shoes made out of my old LV bag..Polo Shirt thanks to Hollister and Gray fitted Pants..